Anonymous asked: Do you ever post any selfie pics?
started training again so in six months maybe haha
jordan stopped replying to my texts, i felt like shit for a day. then got over it and started talking to other guys. met two people in the last week. they were all fuck horrible. one guy was just a meet up, nothing special. the other guy we went to the beach. we talked for like 20 mins then there was dead silence, i knew what he was thinking and i’m pretty sure he knew what i was thinking too haha.
he started talking about how horny he was, he held my hand which i thought was really cute/sweet (i don’t know what word i’m looking for here haha)… and they pushed my hand down his pants to jerk of his dick. he then started jerking me off… then i got bored. it sounds crazy but i wasn’t feeling it?!… i wasn’t exactly that attracted to him, he was six years older than me, didn’t have car, didn’t have a proper job and even my fucking credit limit was higher than his. i know these things aren’t important i guess it says much about my character.
but anyway i tried to change things and made out with him, which is very odd for me cause i used to hate kissing guys. i continued to make out with him but he was a very shit kisser, seemed very confused about what to do. he then asked me to suck his dick, i said no fuck it i’m done. i’m going home haha.
why is it so hard to find a decent guy.
well no fucking shit there isn’t anything wrong with them. i dated kody for fucks sake who is probably the most “gayest” guy in the world. he liked heels, wore a womens jacket on our second date, liked putting on makeup and dressing up in cosplay. plus he changed his hair colour three times whilst we were dating from light blue, to orange and then to bright green.
but despite all of this i still thought he was the most adorable, cutest shithead in the world and happily dated him before he broke up with me.
there isn’t anything wrong for me to be attracted to a guy that is masculine and doesn’t appear to be gay, for the same reason that there isn’t anything wrong for anyone to be attracted feminine gay guys.
fuck sakes people.