Anonymous asked: dont listen to those pricks. lots of people are gay but attracted to men who dont appear like theyre gay if you know what i mean and i think you do. Some even prefer guys in the closet. Its not weird dont let them get to you
lol it’s only tumblr. i don’t care what people say on here.
Anonymous asked: Do you ever post any selfie pics?
started training again so in six months maybe haha
jordan stopped replying to my texts, i felt like shit for a day. then got over it and started talking to other guys. met two people in the last week. they were all fuck horrible. one guy was just a meet up, nothing special. the other guy we went to the beach. we talked for like 20 mins then there was dead silence, i knew what he was thinking and i’m pretty sure he knew what i was thinking too haha.
he started talking about how horny he was, he held my hand which i thought was really cute/sweet (i don’t know what word i’m looking for here haha)… and they pushed my hand down his pants to jerk of his dick. he then started jerking me off… then i got bored. it sounds crazy but i wasn’t feeling it?!… i wasn’t exactly that attracted to him, he was six years older than me, didn’t have car, didn’t have a proper job and even my fucking credit limit was higher than his. i know these things aren’t important i guess it says much about my character.
but anyway i tried to change things and made out with him, which is very odd for me cause i used to hate kissing guys. i continued to make out with him but he was a very shit kisser, seemed very confused about what to do. he then asked me to suck his dick, i said no fuck it i’m done. i’m going home haha.
why is it so hard to find a decent guy.